在社会的喧嚣中我心中的泪水如同滴答作响回忆起那些关于爱情观的故事它们是我的心灵深处的一段记忆
我出生在一个贫寒的家庭,与妈妈一路相依,妈妈每日起早贪黑,为人家做保姆,每个月仅能交学费。我只能靠自己做些家教等事情来生活。我的名字叫晓浩,是不是像男孩?只有妈妈给的,不!只有我和妈妈。
我往年十九岁了,我都记不清我换了多少座城市了,不知道这个城市是不是最终一个。当我走进学校,有无数双眼睛盯着我看。有人说:“唉!穿成这样还美意思来上学。”他们其中的任何一个人身上的衣服都够我一年的学费了。我装着绝不在乎的样子,拿着书包从他们中心走过,我看见有两个位置,就随便找个坐下,还没坐稳,就有人说:“喂!这个位置你也敢坐?!这个是我们老大的位置!”I picked up my backpack and was already gone, with a girl nearby saying, “He is the richest person in this school, no one dares to offend him.” The teacher came, followed by a boy who looked at me once before sitting down. After class time I went to the playground to study, where some boys approached me. "Hey! You're reading books? Let's accompany you!" I looked at them and stood up to leave but they held onto me; however they were many. "What do you want?" "Oh! You're angry? Hey!" I got angry and said, “Let go of me!” I took out a watermelon knife from my bag that caught their attention.
As the day darkened, I walked alone back home on the way suddenly encountering them again. The boy smiled wickedly and said, “Little girl, it's convenient for you to come home? Shall we send you off?” Hearing this made me fearful; I said “No need” then turned around quickly but they still chased after me. Suddenly someone appeared – he! That morning’s boy who accompanied the teacher.
I ran over crying out for help: "Save me! Save me!" But no one answered. He looked ahead then saw us approaching him; his face changed as he realized what was happening – people didn't dare approach him because of fear of being involved with others' disputes or troubles which might affect their own lives.
Then he spoke softly: “It's alright now; go home." And left without giving me any chance to say thank you. My mom wasn't at home when I returned so feeling anxious inside just lay down and fell asleep early next morning woke up late as 8 am gathered belongings rushed off towards school only arriving during second half lesson running late again during sports period collapsed on the ground due lack of food when waking up found that same guy there - Lin Hao!
He had brought medicine for my stomachache caused by hunger while taking care not letting anyone know about it until we reached medical room later asked if there were any food available offered money but insisted on buying something simple like bread & water as soon as finished eating felt much better than before knowing how much he cared about helping strangers in need especially those vulnerable ones like myself such kindness moved deeply within heart
Next day afternoon while going back from class noticed an unfamiliar girl waiting outside our classroom door she called out greeting Lin Hao then introduced herself saying her name was Xiao Hong (Snowy) turning towards us both she nodded politely toward Xiao Hua (Melting Snow) - myself
Lin Hao explained that Snowy wanted everyone happy yet couldn’t understand why she did things so abruptly wanting happiness through unexpected ways unaware of consequences leaving behind confusion among classmates regarding reasons behind sudden changes happened between us two
Now knowing truth having witnessed everything together understanding her actions differently recognizing intentions behind those acts seeking happiness even if cost pain suffering accepting consequences willingly endured through all hardships believing true love exists regardless wealth status hoping others embrace similar perspective learning from experiences shared embracing new perspectives growing stronger wiser each passing day