那时候，我没有演出，只靠可怜的唱片版税生活，连门都出不了，只能每天躲在屋里看书、练琴。有朋友约我出去，我只能说，还是你过来吧，我身上钱很少，去了你那儿，我就回不来了......” 这是哪个穷光蛋在大倒苦水呢？不是别人，是许巍。

18岁那年，许巍狠狠地迷上了音乐，竟不惜叛逆家庭，选择一个人闯荡天涯。他背着一把重重的吉它，四处走穴，不日夜。后来，他组建了摇滚乐队，梦想成为中国的gunroses（枪炮与玫瑰）。说来也幸运，凭借卓尔不群的表演和独具魅力的作品，让他声名鹊起。而《两天》与《青鸟》的推出，更是让他的名字一时间红遍大江南北。作《在别处》出来后，无可争议地成为了音乐风云人物。但好景不长，当第二张专辑《那一年》正在录制时，因公司混乱、杂务缠身，以及长期熬夜和精神萎靡，使得许巍走到了崩溃边缘。

之后的一段日子，就越发困窘了。正如他曾唱过：“这么多年，你还在不停奔跑，但眼看着明天依然虚无缥缈，在生存面前，那纯洁理想原来是那么脆弱。”当时的许巍，在北京，没有钱花，也没地方住，也没有盼头。不好混，只好回老家西安。在故乡，他拒绝见父母，不愿见亲友，因为人家以为他出名了、风光了，一定是衣锦还乡，而实际上，他失魂落魄、举步维艰。

常常一个人孤独地坐着，有时坐在马路边望着车水马龙，对目光呆滞的人生感到迷茫。当许多唱片公司想和他签约，但他都拒绝了，因为他已经对音乐产生怀疑：一个曾在舞台上光芒四射的人，却过着如此灰暗的日子。而且，这样的日子，还没有尽头地延续。换了谁，都难以承受。

然而身边有人总是在关心许巍：父母告诉他：“我们支持你！”；妻子，即战友，从未离开；朋友们也常邀请去散心，可许巍感动却始终含糊。他深知自己错失了一些宝贵时刻，但栾树的话，如同清醒剂般注入他的体内，让其开始自省：

“你的父母、妻子、朋友，那么多人都关心你，你却感受不到，你太糊涂了！”

随之而来的，是抑郁症诊断令其更加自省，并通过了解普通人的生活方式，最终理解到自己需要改变方向，以健康为基准安排生活时间表，不再晨昏颠倒，而是每天准时起床锻炼，然后读书写作。这是一个新的转身点，为的是通过音乐度自己的生命，用饱含希望充满力量歌曲温暖鼓励那些需要帮助的人。此后的三年艰难熬过，最终与新公司签约，再次踏上了新的音乐之旅...

最终，大批歌迷力挺permitting his music to approach the masses, and he became a true spiritual leader of the Chinese pop music scene. The subsequent album "Love Like Youth" not only retained its beautiful melodies but also made great breakthroughs.

On January 11, 2009, at the Beijing Pop Music Awards, permit won numerous awards including Best Composer of the Year, Best Album of the Year, and Golden Song of the Year. That day, permit stood on stage as an audience full of applause for him. His body radiated unprecedented splendor; both friends on stage and in front were equally excited and happy.

However, with this success came new pressures: some people placed high expectations on him while others claimed that he had become a mainstream pop star... For these challenges permit was ready: "I focus more on daily life now," he said. "I hope to stay healthy and normal without being extreme or fanatical."

Permit's story is one where turning back was simple yet crucial - it happened in moments we didn't even notice. Life is made up of countless fragments which need to be experienced day by day night by night. When it's time to turn around you must do so immediately.

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